Sometimes I have those days where I just want to be by myself, and I feel like a huge asshole when it happens because I ignore people hardcore

why am i so unhappy with myself though like i talk to super positive and happy people almost everyday

i’m not sure if i like drinking because i hate myself or …oh wait i hate my life that’s the reason

i like feeling drunk

it’s like being dizzy and slightly less aware of what’s going one

which is a good feeling if you’re fucking stressed about everything in life